Crossroad with Traffic Lights >I managed to Cross the Road ^^

Few days ago am kinda confused and struggling
whether to do what I like to do or what I "Supposed" to do.
I was and I am that kinda creature
who needs to seek for second and third and fourth opinions,
when deciding something which I
knew the answer
but kinda Against my wish.
.
And now, thanks to all of the Traffic Lights -
all of you who are on9 and Kacau-ed by me.
I have found my exit and managed to cross the road.
Though I cannot forsee that how good or how bad
my decision is but at least,
it has reached a decision.
I have got a rough idea on my career planning
not only for tomorrow but also
for the next 10 years.
I mean....things are definitely not gonna work so smooth as what
we planned and thought of.
But it's a motivation and a target
for me to continuingly kicking in life.
....................................................
I wanted to learn Karate for long.
I wanted to continue my violin.
I wanted to challenge more difficult Origamis.
I wanted to be more outgoing and confident in speaking.
I wanted to swimmmmm.
I wanted to do something senyap-senyap.
I wanted to lepak and hide in bookshops.
I wanted to be........
There's too many things that I wana do
before starting working life....

I wana be as versatile as I can~

是姐妹的话你就明白

两年前的10月11日
还很记得我做了什么
一直纪念到底是为了什么也不太清楚
不过
既然是答应了自己的事
是不是也要自己关心一下
。
猫的那条鱼
还很坚持下
。
姐妹们
是一个月后
嘿嘿嘿
。
上星期去面试了
Job已经Offer了
Employment Contract也拿到了
欠个签字而已
浮浮沉沉
又从小阴霾牛角尖钻了出来
问题已经想通了
明天还有一个面试
这星期也许就会开始上班
吼~打起精神！

Crossroad

人说...高薪水就会面对高压力
没有压力的工作薪水不会高到哪里
我说...谁说每份高压力的工作都有着高薪水
当薪水和工作压力不成正比
当一切成绩努力都不被考虑
开始有点觉得...怎么...
要说有兴趣的事儿实在是太多了
但要符合别的要求又另当别论
薪水就免谈了
不想浪费辛苦考来的试
又不想将来后悔为了得到某些经验而失去别的机会
又不想令别人失望
更不想令自己挣扎
人啊.......
。
。
。
都说了是梦想
容易完成的话 那样的梦想也太肤浅了吧？
。
既然范围已经缩小了
直路弯路什么角度也心中有数了
那么就当着是磨练和挑战吧
放马过来吧
才不要做逃避现实不敢面对难题的人
>
关于梦想
虽然它的容身之处好像越变越小了
但是
我的坚持
相信有一天它会在我人生中称王的!
。
p/s: 谢叻...你的忠告...虽然也许你并不知道我谢的是你

Enough.

Stop all kinda hopeless thing.

The next me is a brand new one.

I said...STOP!

.

世界上不必有很多
一个怪咖就够了

Bon Giourno

Have been physically in Msia for one whole week.
Felt that havent totally awake from the 4 months dream yet.
My mind, my mood, my soul, my habits...
ain't here......all left somewhere around UK and Europe..
And even my STOMACH is still belong to Liverpool -_-
Still can't adapt to Msia makan time.
Become a hungry ghost midnight cz it's the dinner time while in Liverpool

Many things started to pile up...including some useless and meaningless stuff
Wana get rid of them a.s.a.p.

3 months..before and after

离开家里三个多整四个月
一回到家踏入大厅
感觉家里好像大了很多
当然啦...三个月来
住在小小的Atlantic Point
Hilton Chambers
还有Astor Victoria
三个月后家里的人竟然开始追韩剧
三个月后右边的拉布拉多犬已经溜走
三个月后左边的印尼女工也被换掉
四岁的邻居小妹英文已经讲得叻叻声
父母好像没什么变 婆婆脚痛
两个弟弟还是一样酷
三个月后我可以很大声的说我可以下厨叻
三个月后我已经漫游了10个国家
三个月后朋友都已经各分东西
视野开阔了一些 心态却没什么变
我嘛 还是原来好玩八卦
却认真的我

接下来要做的事
update blog
找工
还有
修身养性hoho

Finally...

back in Malaysia after 33 hours suffering!!!

duh..."slept" overnight for 12 hours in Manchester Airport...
special bed with wheels~Airport Troly!!
Then 7 hours flight to Abu Dhabi...
Then waited another 6-7 hours in Abu Dhabi Airport...
Then another 7 hours flight back to KLIA..

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Surprisingly im not sleepy YET now...jet lag?
Probably because it's still around 3pm in the evening now in UK..

Ok...update soon...
Seriously i MISS Liverpool life and Europe Trip much!

hmm..just trying to recall my emotions for the past month.....

2 hours ago
xiao chien: back in Msia~

16 Sept.
xiao chien: duh..i wana fly back Straight to Msia

16 Sept.
xiao chien: packing and unpacking...sienz... i rather pack myself into the luggage

16 Sept.
xiao chien: leaving back to UK tomorrow

15 Sept.
xiao chien: drunken in Paris

14 Sept.
xiao chien: in Paris now

14 Sept.
xiao chien: y ...

14 Sept.
xiao chien: im now in Paris...

3 Sept.
xiao chien: Goodbye Liverpool~

2 Sept.
xiao chien: Shivering cold in my room

2 Sept.
xiao chien: Tonight is the LAST night to sleep in Liverpool

2 Sept.
xiao chien: today gonna burn midnight oil to pack luggage

1 Sept.
xiao chien: YAY~EXAM is OVER

31 Aug.
xiao chien: Fighting Fighting!!~ADD OIL DUN PLAY PLAY

30 Aug.
xiao chien: Last Subject~Last Exam~ADD OIL DUN PLAY PLAY

30 Aug.
xiao chien: yay~Rain STARTS Music STOPS!aeroplane balik rumah tidur la so noisy

30 Aug.
xiao chien: the plane outside is damn noisy laa

29 Aug.
xiao chien: yiruma nice

29 Aug.
xiao chien: flatmates...I've boiled Chrysanthemum tea..do serve urself in the kitchen

28 Aug.
xiao chien: kinda miss Kepong Campfire time!!PROUDEST time of mine

28 Aug.
xiao chien: LOL...see my video on Facebook...kinda miss Kepong Campfire time!!PROUDEST time of mine

28 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281Yiruma..nice~

27 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281 nice weather today

26 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281`lol...house alarm...room alarm..corridor alarm ALL RANG!!!!

25 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~MAICSA:cleared

24 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~MAICSA result out edy!!!!!

23 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~MAICSA result out tmr...God blessed...i jz wana pass all

22 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~Merseyrail trip tmr 8.45am main door

22 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~Saturday :) ~Sunny Day:D ~Study Day
:(

21 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~THERE's NO AGE LIMIT FOR PERVERTS! I feel like Ang Mos are not CIVILISED lo!!

20 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~final destination

20 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~haiyo SUSAN IS BACK!!!!!!T.T

20 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~luggage-ING Post a note

20 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~Rainy day:) ...schooling day:( ~Steamboat Day: D

18 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~meal timetabling...headache

17 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~casino team~8pm~please bring passport along

17 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~casino team~8pm

17 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~cheer me up

16 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~wish me good luck...wish all of u good luck

16 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~Punishment for not being concentrate while study: CANNOT EAT LUNCH UNTIL FINISH!!!

16 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~tell me how not to

15 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~2nd last exam in study life on Monday, PERHAPS

14 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~duno how's my dear room in Msia now?full of habuk?kinda miss....

14 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~gals, who wana follow us to "breath some fresh air outside" tomorrow??

14 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~天色渐渐变暗，懒惰虫又出来找吃了,等下又轮到睡虫来轮班...怎么考试时候这些虫比我更勤力？？

14 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~feel like wana swimmmmmmmm

14 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~suddenly,i missed Mr. Lok Chee Seong's law lectures...

12 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~总是要等到睡觉以前才知道功课只做了一点点...总是要等到考试以后才知道该念的书都没有念~

12 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~marmite soup....Yum YUMM

12 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~wa Blackpool roller coaster crash!!

11 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~finally finish assignment~

10 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~wa Janette kiang kiang...Wa kiang kiang kiang loo...how about ST n CT??

10 Aug.
xiao chien: room ext 7819, uk phone no. 07551745281~wa....u say u MISS ME so much~

I'm now in Paris

An extremely short update...for my dad n mum n family
just to let you all know that im fine in Paris now
except that the wheel of my luggage has been
broken from the very 1st day of the trip..T_T
.
but no worrries...
your daughther will survive with the
one and only one wheel

in Belgium

in Amsterdam^^

in Italy
Im such a lucky one
to travel with all my good good buddies~
..
more updates soon
will be back in Msia in one week time~

Goodbye Liverpool!

A Quick update...
I just had my Graduation Dinner on 1st September...
Time flies....I thought I just came and just started to
get used to the life in Liverpool But
it's now the time to leave....


hah below is 18Sx...if u r under 18...
I don't think I should blush on posting these...
cz Im now Adult wud...: P
Just a sharing...
Being not able to wash cloths for 21 days
is a very unexpected thing to me....
it simply means that you have no choice but to BUY
and... I found that Liverpool don't have many
Normal Bras suiting Asian's bre.....ahem*

Colourful and wild....and my pyjamas is lil Wild too~^^

Ship me back please woohoo~
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I got LOTSA stuff to blog...but

probably I won't be able to online these 3 weeks...
I will find chance and time to update soon
Til then .....
See you in Msia~