Saturday, May 29, 2010

啊~又有一段时间没有update叻~
没办法 平常工作回来 即使没有很晚回来 一整天对着电脑
难免有点累了 加上时间不多 想争取时间自习

所以即使每天会来“巡视店面检察业务”
但是关于“补货”的速度...哈哈

目前人在自己家里 前天就回到了 明天又要走了
往往都是这样 当自己有需要用到的时候

就会觉得 啊 飞机和航空业是多么伟大啊
容许我同一天放工后回到自己家里睡觉
而目前的生活除了工作 自习
就是plan annual leave 订机票
机票订多了 机场去多了 飞机坐多了
想要再去旅行的欲望又蠢蠢欲动: P

说实在的 其实个人还蛮享受在机场内等飞机而闲逛的时间
可以静下来 不赶时间的 不必人挤人的
慢慢的逛免税店 毫无购买意愿的去详看各种产品
或站在书局 看类似摄影技巧那种等等...平时很想钻研却因为还有更重要的事儿而一直押后阅读的东西
又或者是 就随便看看形形色色登机及下机的人...空姐: P (新加坡机场都没看到想象中完美的空服人员: P)
p/s: 顺道一提...我最近发现一个不必安装PPS..不必下载...不必像在youtube那么辛苦一级一级找寻就能看日韩连续剧的网站 www.asianrice.tv ...《空姐特训 Attention Please》 nice!(FYI...I anti PPS...不想做沉迷于戏剧的师奶
:P)

好了
争取时间
你不知道
现在的我至少要
一个月才能坐私家车一次
一个月才能和弟弟们七嘴八舌一次
一个月才能大伙儿一起围在饭桌一起吃饭一次
一个月才能和家人坐在沙发上看电视一次(租的房子也没有电视)
这也许对远在英国的朋友和访客们来说是习以为常了 哈哈

新加坡六月开始sale了 也是本小姐大开杀戒的时候了: D
开玩笑

下半年的计划
心里盘算着能不能在年底报考一张外语级考
还有会定时的开始explore新加坡然后到这里“进货”

2010年剩半年了~而23岁 只剩一星期了
大家
生活加油吧!

Saturday, May 22, 2010

郁闷

沟通 果然不是把话说出来就可以了
你不知道对方想的是什么
抱着的是什么心态
相信的是什么
主观客观的又是什么
误会这种东西 真的好讨厌
尝试对遇到的所有人好
然而因为是人 本来就不是单纯的生物
似乎单纯的想对别人好不是件容易的事儿
是不是不要跟人有无谓的接触
就可以免除不必要的误会?
惯性的冷漠 的确为自己省了不少麻烦
然而 人生的意义应该不是这样的吧

要怎么拿捏 不让别人做令自己不喜欢的事儿
却又不会无故得罪别人呢?
这种艺术

真的
很难
领悟

我做错事了吗?
还是方法用错了吗?

唉 认错也不是什么
叹的是有时候错在第三者扭曲了你的原意
把事情搞砸了 而你必须收拾烂摊

我说
只要不是杀人放火的事儿
在没有人了解你体谅你信任你的时候

没关系
自己相信自己的判断力就好
没有东西

比这个更自保了

Friday, May 21, 2010

无题

好像好久没有在这里打字了
不是不要update 不是没有想法 也不是忙到什么酱
总觉得 静下来的时候可以想很多 打开电脑却像欲言又止酱
一切似乎变得不太有意义 过期了的情绪 也已经没那份心情recall了

这星期不去游泳了
我要窝在家

咀嚼一下
消化一下
反省一下
沉淀一下

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Am I able to do this again??

I learned piano since 5.5 y/o so I shall have at least
13 yrs+ of practice
(dare not say "experience" cz im not expert enough)...
Yet I don't call myself a Pianist
cz to my own definition...
Piano Learner
Piano Player
Pianist
Performer
all are of different levels
and Im just Piano Player level though I have gotten Performer's Cert.
This video is not of very good quality...but it's still visible...
and it's the MOST hardworking stuff which i insisted to do before i came to Spore..
cz i put effort and heart to practice everyday...ignoring the comments from others
(according to my family...it is NOISY :x)
Just for sharing~

video

It is not a very awesome work
compared to those which i usually watch fr Youtube...
at my age...with my level...and the time taken to practice...
but From my heart..."Will I be able to play like this again?"
This is the MAIN reason i videoed
to remind me what i've been capable
and there's no reason why im unable...in the future
before i tried hard on any single thing

AGREE?
It is a shame
for those who have the skill to do a thing but not fully utilising it
and give up without trying hard enough
...compared to those who have lost the ability to do something due to disease
and yet still trying hard to do something useful..
This is what I learnt from <1リツトルの涙> : )

Shumatsu

星期六和星期日
一样是工作休假日
一样是二十四小时
一样的天空和太阳
可是
很奇怪
怎么催眠
怎么不去想
星期日就是星期日
怎么都无法在星期日拥有星期六的心情

我的星期六
就是每个星期期待了很久
总想要做点平时不能做的事儿的一天
我的星期日
脑袋放空 随便做一些不切实际的幻想
或随意接触文字 风景 图片 颜色 铃声 风的感觉 太阳的味道

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你的周末过得如何 : )

Monday, May 3, 2010

办公室文化

我很好奇 为什么有人可以窃窃私语到..
就算连很靠近都听不到她说什么
只看见口型??

呵呵 这不是咬耳朵那种
而是光明正大面对面讲话

在你的视线范围内
不怕你看
不怕你听
随你的便
可是就是在很近的距离
只见嘴唇动
却听不见声音

高超啊 : D
说办公室政治好难听咧
办公室文化比较轻松吧
我也只是个
一边工作一边调剂生活的小妹 : P

P/s: 公司"好吃好住"吼?每次进厕所必定有人在里面大便! XD

Sunday, May 2, 2010

I am...

So Far So Good = D
Time flies and it has been one month im working in S-Land and to my surprise...... im coping well compared to what i expect before. I mean...it isn't hard to live in a country which has no much differences in terms of culture compare to my own mother land...(not much but many differences though :x) yet...it's still a new life to me. And I asked myself when can I optimistically tell the others that im So Far So Good when i was in my previous firm few months ago. Im always envy of ST saying So Far So good when we are far apart chatting over the phone few months ago frankly : ). Even if it's just a simple phrase to utter but yet, few months ago I didn't have the confidence to do so.
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But now, let me declare, I'M SO FAR SO GOOD!
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Living alone isn't scary and lonely as I thought...I meet up with coursemates weekly...I have good teamates in my workplace....I do mistakes and I learn from mistakes and I try not to do the same mistakes again....I happily go to work everyday without ANY negative feelings at the moment, although i do, like all of the other working people...still looking forward to weekends : P
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I actually have many thoughts...it seems like they appear every now and then when im travelling to and fro in MRT but, they flee when I came back home sitting in front of my lappy. Sigh...and I write less...cz I dun have my diary with me...which has been my habit since 10 years ago....make me feel like im not using my brain to think recently....uuh don't like this kinda feeling....
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By the way, have you think of what's the meaning of life?or rather, what's YOUR purpose of life? It sounds like a nerdy question....but, I think it is really worth to think about it...as early as possible. It's not what you wana do nor what you wana achieve etc. ...I'm talking about: What's the PURPOSE of your life. So far, I don't see any good answer answering this question yet. Anyone?
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Ta!
Enjoy the remaining 1/24 of weekend and looking forward to the next~
Tomorrow is a new week to start off and fighting again.
(Surprisingly...I don't have Monday's Blue here : P)
おやすみ!