Thursday, May 31, 2007
浪嘉威夏日游1
开学了^^
开学了。。。
开学以来很有学姐的感觉 自豪 优越
虽然对外人或不明就理的人来说
这种自以为是应该算是很笨蛋
不过既然是不明就理 也就不必理那么多啦
嘿嘿这几天就是不断有新生问我
这个DK那个office怎么去啦
自动复印机怎么用啦
还有就是最靠近的厕所在哪里
不懂我自己是假扮那么好心还是真的
反正就是为了这几天堆积了的“谢谢”
不断在我脑中回荡
让我感觉回到学校上课是多好的
adv的时间表也好轻松哦
来学校就像看免费fashion show酱
还有还有 系上好像有蛮多不错的jn 很可惜
应该都是小过我的 :(
突然很希望快点被功课埋葬(要命的希望)
我不想再做废人了
开学以来很有学姐的感觉 自豪 优越
虽然对外人或不明就理的人来说
这种自以为是应该算是很笨蛋
不过既然是不明就理 也就不必理那么多啦
嘿嘿这几天就是不断有新生问我
这个DK那个office怎么去啦
自动复印机怎么用啦
还有就是最靠近的厕所在哪里
不懂我自己是假扮那么好心还是真的
反正就是为了这几天堆积了的“谢谢”
不断在我脑中回荡
让我感觉回到学校上课是多好的
adv的时间表也好轻松哦
来学校就像看免费fashion show酱
还有还有 系上好像有蛮多不错的jn 很可惜
应该都是小过我的 :(
突然很希望快点被功课埋葬(要命的希望)
我不想再做废人了
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
又在自责了
到底要多少功力
才能化解那些人的怨恨与仇恨
到底要怎么做
才会得到我要的双赢局面
到底要到什么时候
那个人才肯与那堆人和好
拜托不要再让我当三文治了好不好
虽然是我自找的
但我与何尝没有责任
把他们带好。。。
才能化解那些人的怨恨与仇恨
到底要怎么做
才会得到我要的双赢局面
到底要到什么时候
那个人才肯与那堆人和好
拜托不要再让我当三文治了好不好
虽然是我自找的
但我与何尝没有责任
把他们带好。。。
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
say ciaoz to kl...
well d trip is tommorow...
im bz packing my things from yesterday til today
put d things into my bag,take out again,n put in again, n den take out...
i hv this moronic problem everytime when packing things
except for school camp
n actually im worrying bout d trip
cz there is no room for us on coming Friday
but after v hv done all things n yet v cant change nething
i tell myself jz go there vf a mood of backpack traveling la...
n b4 that Emperor Song told me
"jz sit back n let d time pass...ignore evrything..."
should i?
haiz force to do so...
k la im ready to go n not forgetting d mission of
buying chocolate...
oh ya n d MM bikini's pics...^^
im bz packing my things from yesterday til today
put d things into my bag,take out again,n put in again, n den take out...
i hv this moronic problem everytime when packing things
except for school camp
n actually im worrying bout d trip
cz there is no room for us on coming Friday
but after v hv done all things n yet v cant change nething
i tell myself jz go there vf a mood of backpack traveling la...
n b4 that Emperor Song told me
"jz sit back n let d time pass...ignore evrything..."
should i?
haiz force to do so...
k la im ready to go n not forgetting d mission of
buying chocolate...
oh ya n d MM bikini's pics...^^
Monday, May 21, 2007
the sky is clear today...
原来球与球相撞发出“呵啦”的声音
足以满足我们这群桌球newbie
原来女孩们开始把球打进洞里时
居明所说的“你们全部都是扮猪吃老虎!”
会让我们这群女生有种飘然的优越感
原来打反射球击中另一粒球进洞后
癫婆们的尖叫是那么震耳欲聋的
让整个桌球场的人都注视我们
原来“当我们同在一起时什么时候都是那么引人注目的”
这句话那天有人说过
也很真实
不是吗?
试下问看那天有去云顶的人
有谁看见有5辆船在湖上并排而行
场面有多壮观就懂了。。。
足以满足我们这群桌球newbie
原来女孩们开始把球打进洞里时
居明所说的“你们全部都是扮猪吃老虎!”
会让我们这群女生有种飘然的优越感
原来打反射球击中另一粒球进洞后
癫婆们的尖叫是那么震耳欲聋的
让整个桌球场的人都注视我们
原来“当我们同在一起时什么时候都是那么引人注目的”
这句话那天有人说过
也很真实
不是吗?
试下问看那天有去云顶的人
有谁看见有5辆船在湖上并排而行
场面有多壮观就懂了。。。
Sunday, May 20, 2007
不像样
最近的种种大小事
一大堆负离子在我身心上
祸害不浅
我现在
不想讲话
不想听见任何声音
不想做任何事
不想见任何人
不想想太多。。。
这就是当下的我
自责自我麻痹自我嫌弃的我
到底在搞什么
我知道我的贵人是时间
我现在只希望快点
从浪嘉威回来
快点到五月二十七
得到我要的答案
然后开学
一切应该会恢复正常吧
应该吗
应该吧
一大堆负离子在我身心上
祸害不浅
我现在
不想讲话
不想听见任何声音
不想做任何事
不想见任何人
不想想太多。。。
这就是当下的我
自责自我麻痹自我嫌弃的我
到底在搞什么
我知道我的贵人是时间
我现在只希望快点
从浪嘉威回来
快点到五月二十七
得到我要的答案
然后开学
一切应该会恢复正常吧
应该吗
应该吧
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
解脱中1。。。
奉献的人生是有意义的人生
一个人的生命
若在社会上对他人毫无效用
那么其他人会认为此人可有可无
也不会受到别人的关心和尊重
当一个人受到的依赖或对别人的好处越大
此人生命的意义和价值对他人越重要
。。。摘自《我就是这样的活佛》
一个人的生命
若在社会上对他人毫无效用
那么其他人会认为此人可有可无
也不会受到别人的关心和尊重
当一个人受到的依赖或对别人的好处越大
此人生命的意义和价值对他人越重要
。。。摘自《我就是这样的活佛》
Monday, May 14, 2007
圈里圈外我到底在那里
曾几何时我属于某个圈子
逃离了某个圈子
加入了某个圈子
结果又逃离了那个圈子
再寻找一个属于我的圈子
寻找 加入 适应 退出 再寻找
反反复复复复反反
我始终找不到让我畅快呼吸的地方
世界之大宇宙浩瀚
似乎没有我的容身之处
突然觉得
好像什么都没有
什么都不是
好灰。。。
我知道若我不自救
就没有人助得了我了
但我又拿什么来自救。。。
有人叫我去睡觉
睡醒就没事了
睡觉真的能解决问题吗?
没解决问题能够睡觉吗?
争议性。。。
后来因为机缘巧合接触了一样东西
让我找到了解除疑惑的头绪
突然有种想要尝试出家的念头。。。
逃离了某个圈子
加入了某个圈子
结果又逃离了那个圈子
再寻找一个属于我的圈子
寻找 加入 适应 退出 再寻找
反反复复复复反反
我始终找不到让我畅快呼吸的地方
世界之大宇宙浩瀚
似乎没有我的容身之处
突然觉得
好像什么都没有
什么都不是
好灰。。。
我知道若我不自救
就没有人助得了我了
但我又拿什么来自救。。。
有人叫我去睡觉
睡醒就没事了
睡觉真的能解决问题吗?
没解决问题能够睡觉吗?
争议性。。。
后来因为机缘巧合接触了一样东西
让我找到了解除疑惑的头绪
突然有种想要尝试出家的念头。。。
Saturday, May 12, 2007
~pig-FRI-dog-END~ everywhere
Everybody likes the feeling of being valued, i guess...
Recently someone makes me feel valued and
someone done it contrastly.
The feeling of valuing each other
makes both parties feel pretty nice
It's not the matter of knowing each other for how many years,
whether the person is your best friend or not,
or any other reason.
But what i have undergone these few weeks makes me feel that
the golden phrase of "friendship forever" is not completely true
and not really nice as it sounds. Not reliable...
To me a friend is the one who cares about you and
vice versa.
No matter what kinda person he is,
what weaknesses he has, how long we know each other,
the gender,
the age,
the thinking...
Yes old friends so what?!
Old until they can't cooperate with you for minor things
Old until they can't remember you unless they need your help,
and they will suddenly appear and talk all nonsense
remind you about the friendship things bla bla bla...
10q here 10q there...
misuse the statement of
"A friend in need is a friend indeed"
and no matter you could or couldn't help
their Alzheimer symptoms will surely appear again
after they get their answer...
Old until...
I'm not trying to count on minor things but
yet minor things revealed their true colours
and I'm not attempt to change'em but jz
let me shake my head and
recognise the kinda
~PIG-FRI-DOG-END~!
What i wana do now is to be the escapee of my current world...
and i appreciate those who treat me genuinely...
Recently someone makes me feel valued and
someone done it contrastly.
The feeling of valuing each other
makes both parties feel pretty nice
It's not the matter of knowing each other for how many years,
whether the person is your best friend or not,
or any other reason.
But what i have undergone these few weeks makes me feel that
the golden phrase of "friendship forever" is not completely true
and not really nice as it sounds. Not reliable...
To me a friend is the one who cares about you and
vice versa.
No matter what kinda person he is,
what weaknesses he has, how long we know each other,
the gender,
the age,
the thinking...
Yes old friends so what?!
Old until they can't cooperate with you for minor things
Old until they can't remember you unless they need your help,
and they will suddenly appear and talk all nonsense
remind you about the friendship things bla bla bla...
10q here 10q there...
misuse the statement of
"A friend in need is a friend indeed"
and no matter you could or couldn't help
their Alzheimer symptoms will surely appear again
after they get their answer...
Old until...
I'm not trying to count on minor things but
yet minor things revealed their true colours
and I'm not attempt to change'em but jz
let me shake my head and
recognise the kinda
~PIG-FRI-DOG-END~!
What i wana do now is to be the escapee of my current world...
and i appreciate those who treat me genuinely...
Wednesday, May 9, 2007
kids are fighting ! omg...
recently my kids were naughty
fighting, quarelling, bombing each other...
i was in a dillema...
who should i help?who should help me?
the feeling now is quite complicated
happy+sad+surprise+confused+puzzled.....
im glad that im still a reliable instructor in their eyes
cz it is really relieved to receive their calls
after they hv done something bad in school
admitting their wrongdoings though they were
reluctant to admit it at school
among themselves...
and i will be the bin for'em
to vomit out their
stories, complaints, feelings...
and im strong enough to receive their bombs
though i know they will not do this to me...
yes im really willing to be the listener
but afterall i started to blame myself
hv i mishapen'em or taught'em the wrong things
all the while?
it's difficult to b a benevolent boss
n in the eyes of big boss it seems moronic when
i keep on protect my kids
try to explain all their wrongdoings
n i asked zen to promise me not to bomb'em anymore
but he was reluctant to do so n
i was so angry n desperate
tears can't help me i told him
n at last he promised to let'em go
...but only for this time
omg...
terrorist attack might happen again...
fighting, quarelling, bombing each other...
i was in a dillema...
who should i help?who should help me?
the feeling now is quite complicated
happy+sad+surprise+confused+puzzled.....
im glad that im still a reliable instructor in their eyes
cz it is really relieved to receive their calls
after they hv done something bad in school
admitting their wrongdoings though they were
reluctant to admit it at school
among themselves...
and i will be the bin for'em
to vomit out their
stories, complaints, feelings...
and im strong enough to receive their bombs
though i know they will not do this to me...
yes im really willing to be the listener
but afterall i started to blame myself
hv i mishapen'em or taught'em the wrong things
all the while?
it's difficult to b a benevolent boss
n in the eyes of big boss it seems moronic when
i keep on protect my kids
try to explain all their wrongdoings
n i asked zen to promise me not to bomb'em anymore
but he was reluctant to do so n
i was so angry n desperate
tears can't help me i told him
n at last he promised to let'em go
...but only for this time
omg...
terrorist attack might happen again...
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