Im still thinking....

X: tired...dun feel like talking....no stregth to eat too @.@
Y: sick?
X: No la...just tired lo
Y: tomoro i sick
X: lol
.....like that oso can
Y: as calculated
......haha
X: good
Y: 14 days mc
X: i cannot la...so many things
Y: you better fully utilise
......if not
X: Annual Return filing due Friday
Y: your math teacher will be dissappointed
X: wana sick oso cannot this time
.....lol
.....okok
Y: next week lol
X: i tell u
Y: choose friday or monday to sick ?
X: in spre, go work better than stay at home
......boring until u die u noe
Y: i see
X: somehow now i started not so looking forward to weekend
.....cz u sick at home. u alone
.....u go work still got kaki
Y: sick means
......come back here only sick lol
X: oh yahor
Y: pre-planed sick haha
X: haha ok get it but i need to see doctor lol
.....the look not enuf sick later not approve mc
Y: you sat can go and buy toto mah or go casino on behalf of me
Y: i give you formula
X: lol
Y: you go and try
X: tak mahu >.<
Y: y?sure win de wo
X:........................................

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my conversation with my dear brother just now..........
Im not going home until mid September...which means im away from home 2 mths....sob sob....
Im tired today.....
Don't feel like talking and eating.....
Im still thinking..........human beings....other than being bornt.....grow up......get married.....old.....die......what's the purpose of being existing in this world?
hmm im still thinking
hmm im still thinking
hmm im still thinking n thinking n thinking
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I bet.....there's many out there who lived for half century but still havent figure out the answer....
I just.....don't want to be regretful bcz i coudnt do anything more when i figure it out too late.........