无题

有时候做人难免会因为介意他人的眼光而在某些事情当中违背了自己最初的意愿

这当中相信也参杂了不少“怕出错” “怕出丑”的因素

从而听取众人的意见 向多数派的方向走去

自己原本的打算 留在身后 待遗憾发酵

这种场景 算算看 有多沙次了？

人 其实并不是没有主见

只是 往往都害怕承担自己错误选择后的后果

出错可怕吗？出丑有多丑？

人生中如果不出错不出丑 永远就不会知道

错 可以有多离谱 丑 有到底可以有多丑

The greatest mistake you can make in your life is to continually be afraid you will make one

- Elbert Hubbard

与其担心出错 步步为营 从而把许多遗憾留给自己

不如学习如何面对窘境

从跌倒的地方站起来

不是更美丽 更值得敬佩 更值得骄傲吗？

If night could be darker,

.

Let it be.

.

Until, nothing can be seen.

.

Until, no one can see me.

.

Anymore.

Run away from the peak assignment season

"Ya we promise we'll work harder right after the trip ok?"

kinda saying..jz to make us feel no guilty at all

to escape from the midst of peak assignment and test period

The first animal we met were the pelicans

They were fed by a small lorry carrying fishes

and damn...the lorry driver purposely drive the car to our place

fed those horrible birds less than 1 metre from us...

we were standing rite in the middle of the road and

hoping that those birds would not hit us with their wings

Imagine dunno how many hundreds or thousands pelicans there

and they fly as though u're blocking their way to release their hunger for thousand years...

It actually take us few minutes, to stop our screams, to cool down.

Serius huh?

They're coming! coming!

Feel like I'm like a natural disaster photographer huhuh

It's not that we've never seen a lion, but then...

how come his face looked like a "nyanyuk" old uncle?

hey friend, ur pose was too rude...

Make me think of Le Cygne

though they were not Swans

Can u see it?

"Once a tree frog, forever a tree frog"

a -_-!!! phrase

make me think of "Once a scout, forever a scout"

At first we thought the monkey kena some sort of disease or cancer, but then....

speechless...

And we continue our trip to Batu Caves after lunch

Actually visiting places with zero entrance fee can release stress

It could be better than u go for cheong-K, movie bla bla bla...

Can u spot the monkeys?

Like thet past

Batu Caves have monkeys everywhere

Make methink of the haunted movie "Wishing Stairs"

If it really works, I would definitely have my answer in my heart

200 over steps...no big deal nia

5 minutes enough

stalagtite & stalagmite

like Jurassic Park

Do Re Mi Fa

the So is holding the camera

ya we started to syok sendiri...

Syok sendiri

Syok sendiri

and syok sendiri again...

Buat malu saja :p

and we never break our promise

we discussed our progress of assignments straight after we climbed down from the cave

haiyo~

My Grumbles

Ok we are having the same assignments, same exams, same lecturers, same tutors.

Same stress level as well.

Please be fair ok?

I wouldn't like to comment about the attitude of burning midnight oil, that's aint my business.

But then, please don't get me involve in ur ways.

I don't mind answering requests,questions, s.o.s, borrowings of notes and tutorials........and i 've to sacrifice some time, some other emotions...jz to try not to turn anyone down...and avoid being labelled as selfish, arrogant and all the sux...which in fact not my faults at all....

I mean i don't expect anyone to show appreciation, jz don't cause problems to me, which somehow most of the time all of u might think that i can cope with everything.

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When u need to complete ur tutorials, me too. The question is why can't pple borrow earlier when they can forsee that they will need to borrow?

Returning on the same day, still, is insufficient to offset my worries and insecured feeling towards those papers. What if it's just accidentally lost or whatsoever? It could be a big disaster for me as I really have to rely on my papers since I am not that intelligent.

And if u feel that "what so big deal of jz lending tutorials for a while?"

Ya it's true. No big deal.

But then "a while" will replicate and cost a lot when one come after one until the exam.

And it usually happens.

.

.

Quite piss-off.

Sometimes jz feel that my kindness are always misused by the others. Especially before the exams. Sad to say, since Diploma.

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I'm not superwoman u know?

.

DON't treat me like a 7-Eleven.

And don't act cute, act like very pity.

Plz

期中~忙碌巅峰

不知不觉 sem 1就来到了week 7

有的人才刚开学 我们已经半学期过了

我们的超人组 ：淑娟 诗婷 企杰 我啦 秀美

这次组别换了新血 有不一样的火花

大家八字还蛮合 各就各位

感觉上我们是对的人用对了方式

我不敢相信 我竟然“沦落”到要看这种书

那天我们在M.U. Old Town待了早餐和午餐
差点连晚餐也在那里搞定了
两架电脑五个人
桌上摆满一大堆纸
很多架计算机
几年的财务报告 公司年度报告
公司股市走势表 表现分析 各种贷款的资料

我们喝着咖啡 那杯咖啡从早上到下午喝没完
（价钱不便宜 如果不是因为学校开半天而已用不到wi-fi 才不光顾咧）
大家眉头紧锁
讨论如何帮公司拓展市场
如何把股价升高
用哪种贷款 哪种IslamicBanking
哪种financial instrument会有什么后果

大家都是完美主义者
认识我的更应该知道我对功课的完美主义程度如何

那里上网的多数人
包括一些中年的uncle 另一些吸烟区的废人 还有上什么论坛啦社交网啦的年轻人
年轻人用好奇又羡慕的眼光看我们这班大谈金融的年轻人
中年uncle竖起耳朵 以为我们有什么股市的内幕消息要暴料
吸烟族听见我们讲钱 眼神仿佛对我们的手提电脑虎视眈眈
几经煎熬 倩女撕碎纸的功力也更上一层楼了
现在终于完成要交了
又要 去打接下来的几场战了

18.07.08 Tax考试
24.07.08 MCSP Coursework due
05.08.08 Tax Coursework due
12.08.08 Moral Presentation 题目为“婚前性行为和红杏出墙”
（我酱翻译很贴切吧？）
还有一个什么不懂几时role play
不要又叫人再扮没有power的董事长 股东和秘书了 酱很显的

这次大家合作超愉快 谢谢了 大家

我说啊 做assignment 何止是得到分数？

挑骨头挑战别人的看法

反驳别人对你的挑战

用漂亮的方式拒绝别人所谓的“参考”

抛砖引玉把能发挥自己的工作把到手

我只想对一小部分的人说
不是每件事情都有guide的
很多时候 没有人guide你 你就得自己guide自己

整天依赖人拿guide

像话吗？

原来是你！

一直很好奇最近蛮常捧场的那个人到底是谁
直到到了这个人的窝
drag drag drag 到下面
看到什么company law taxation 的字眼才惊觉原来是认识的！

秘密基地被发现
orange你惨了^^
不够义气的一粒橙
新居入伙也不通传一声

坦率很好

人 有些时候真的不需要让别人知道你在想些什么
被人看穿以后 找吃也许就变得不那么容易了
可是很多时候因为发自内心的诚恳与老实
讲出来了或许会让人替你觉得吃亏
但是自己知道
不骗人不隐藏不假装
感觉可以很好的



最近频频贫血 转个身 弯个腰 站起来
随便一个动作 眼前就漆黑一片
要停留几秒不动才复元
真是的…这样子怎么可能再去爬山

忙不盲

有人要弹一首歌送给女生作生日礼物
问我战曲会是什么
肖邦降E大调夜曲吧我说
既然要浪漫又只有两个月备战时间
其实是看人的啦
还有 如果不会钢琴的人肯去学会一首歌
打动人心的应该是诚意而不是歌曲
会弹琴的男生 怎么看都比别人多了份气质
tax老师瞟了我一眼 我竟然没有一点怒气
他也许认为我不懂装懂还教错人答案
呵呵
有意思
不要紧的
瞟多我几眼吧
我会用成绩雪耻上学期的乙减
最近都下雨
学院的奥林匹克泳池
很久没去游了
令人扫兴的天气
其实成年人看限制级影片是很正常的
妈妈也这么说
只是 那个人很不巧被我们知道
他实习期在公司看A片
还狂right click save friendster小妹妹的照片
给上司骂检点些
所以 他被我们冠上变态佬的称号
他 还在大家面前装可爱
薄荷冰淇淋
那天终于吃到了
高兴到
彩虹冰淇淋永远不知道
它到底败给薄荷冰淇淋什么地方
企划书考试当道的时候
路上满是派出的依赖
宁愿是被依赖的
也不要当依赖的
雨过天晴
我需要太阳
冷衣也需要太阳
阳光的味道
布料最清楚

最近很忙
但忙碌之余
还是没忘了作怪
只是
静静坐下来思考和写东西的时间少了
盗用一次那句想太多

米纳 加油吧